Day 10

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
I snacked.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Nope.

3. Must take cold showers.
Yep.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Hooray.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
Nope.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Nope.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Yep.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Did my best.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Nope.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Yep.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
Yessss.

*12. Meditate for at least 10 minutes.
Yep.

7/12
eh... fail.

Day 9

I should have posted this earlier...

I honestly don't remember much....

FAIL.

Sunday, Sunday, Sunday! (Day 8)

12. You can take a lazy Sunday morning or afternoon but the evening must be used to prepare for the week ahead.

I ate sweets and other junk which got me a little too hyper.

Overall, it was a pretty chill day. 

It was fun.

I prepared my to-do list for today. So far, it's going good.

I also planned out when I'll be driving throughout the week.

Let's do this. 

Day Seven

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
I snacked. Quite a bit. But it was goooood.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
I can't remember.

3. Must take cold showers.
Found a mysterious scratch on my leg... haha.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
There was no need for this.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
Nope.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Went to the Renfaire. So um, No lol. I was in costume.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Nope.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
I did my best trying to keep this up. I fixed my posture whenever I caught myself. But I wouldn't say it was the best...

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
No?

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
I forgot...

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
I let fear get to me... >.<
Dammit...

*12. Meditate for at least 10 minutes.

I did for about 15 minutes once I got home.

I'm not even gonna count...

I failed.

Day Six

Posting early because... I can.

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Two meals.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Starting to get used to this. 

3. Must take cold showers.
I really like these since it's been so freakin' hot lately. >.<

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Um... We've got a problem here.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
F*cking difficult to do! Still in pain... haha. I feel really good about this though. I feel happier after the workout. When the clothes come off, I notice good changes about my body. Which has given me a major confidence boost. I feel really good about myself. Better than I have ever felt.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Pikachu ain't fancy.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Hell yeah mo' suckra!

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Getting better at this.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Yes.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Wrote down an idea for a drawing.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
Not today. Didn't have time.

*12. Meditate for at least 10 minutes.
Pure bliss.

9/12
Not bad.

Day Five

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Two meals as usual.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Got up at 5:20ish?

3. Must take cold showers.
So refreshing after a workout.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Success.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
I'm still so sore... I did it though! I feel goooood.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
German soccer jerseys are not fancy.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Yes!

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
I did it!

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Um.... can't say that I remember...

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Check.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
Went for a short drive. Better than nothing.

*12. Meditate for at least 10 minutes.
I've been feeling pretty good.

10/12!!
Soooo much better.

Day Four

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Two meals as usual.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
I actually got up at 5! Yes!

3. Must take cold showers.
Very refreshing.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Hehe... ;P

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
I did it. I felt dead. Still do. But I pushed myself, and I did it.
First thing in the morning.
Like a BAMF.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Superhero shirts aren't exactly fancy pants status.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Woo!
8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Pretty on and off.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
I paid attention to this today.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Spider-Man signed the first page.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.


12*. Meditate for a minimum of 10 minutes.
Did it for 20. I felt so much better afterwards. Just what I needed.

9/12
Gettin' better.

(*new habit I added.)

Adding a New Habit.

Lately, I've been feeling a little crazy... There have been times throughout the past few days where I've felt the urgent need to take a deep breath before I lose it. (happened again a few minutes ago.) I've had panic attacks in the past, and I really don't want to go there again. So I've decided that I'm going to start meditating for a minimum of 10 minutes everyday. This will help me find inner peace and help me get more in touch with my intuitive side. I strongly feel that this is what I need now and it's something that will certainly help me grow. 

Day Trois

I made another blog. About stuff. 

Check eht: StarsSleepingOnClouds.blogspot.com

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Ate twice.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Hooray!

3. Must take cold showers.
Si.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
HA HA HA.... Well, this is embarrassing... um... you see...
Fuck...

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
-___-

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
So girly.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Way to go, me!

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Shit.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Um... No?

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
It's got Spider-Man on it.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
Didn't get to drive today.

6/11
... Ugh.

Day Two

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Two meals.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
I felt extremely tired this morning.

3. Must take cold showers.
Just did.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Success.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.


6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.


7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Small, simple stuff.. But it got done.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Paid better attention to this today.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Did what I could.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Yep.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
Got a bit done to reach that goal.

8/11
Not too bad I guess,

Well this sucks...

Two weeks into this thing, I failed... I went on a road trip which really limited what I could do in order to keep up with the thirty days challenge. Within that time, I gave up. I just stopped. Complete failure.

So I'm starting over. (Which sucks!) But this is something I must do. No bullshitting this time.

DAY ONE (yesterday...)

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.

Two meals.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.

Got up before 7. (Which is the latest I can get up.)

3. Must take cold showers.

Good stuff.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.

Ha ha..! There was no need for that... ;P

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.

Well, shit.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.

I don't normally dress this way. So I'll call this a victory.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.

...

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.

I didn't pay full attention to this today. 

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.

Forgot about this.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.

Nope.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.

Hell yeah!

12. You can take a lazy Sunday morning or afternoon but the evening must be used to prepare for the week ahead.

Didn't prepare for the week. 

6/12...

F

DAY 14

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
2 meals again.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
This sucks lol.

3. Must take cold showers.
x)

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.


5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.


6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.


7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Yaaaay...

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.


9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.


10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.


11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.

6/11

.... I'll do MUCH better tomorrow.

That's my goal. An 11/11.

Goodnight, cruel world.

Day 13

I apologize for not posting anything over the weekend... I honestly can't remember if I kept up with the habits or not (I mostly likely didn't..) so yeah... -___- I'm also pretty tired right now so bare with me por favor.

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
2 meals.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
I don't remember...

3. Must take cold showers.
Woo!

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
I beat the temptation...

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
I just attempted it and I failed... I'm in pain.

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Whoops...

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Hooray.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Did my best.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
NO.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Um...

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
Hell yeah, MO' SUCKRA.

6/11
Eh...
Goodnight.

Day Nine

 It started off easy and things were okay, 

but my mind just had to go and ruin my day...

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
I snacked again. I'm so bad.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
I don't remember when I woke up... O.o

3. Must take cold showers.
Cold showers actually make your hair glossier. That's LEGIT!

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Didn't think about it at all.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
I did a little over half...

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
I wore suspenders! Oh snap!

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
It was a lame list, but I did it.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
I think I'm getting better at this.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
No.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Doodle, doodle, write, write.


11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
I have another goal.

Day Eight.

Today was pretty chill. I felt good about myself. I got things done. I was also inspired by a friend to draw a few things. (Thanks Tristen. Good lad. :P). I'll post that stuff on my other blog once it's finished. (Click here to see eht!!) Now, for the habits!

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Nope. I snacked.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Booyah! However; I didn't get up right away... I stayed in bed and watched Black Butler. Still woke up on time though. :P

3. Must take cold showers.
I like imagining that I'm out in the rain...

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Alright, I'll admit, I was tempted but I pulled through.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
I tried. It's difficult... -__-

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Classeh ladeh. ;P

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
I didn't have one for today. Oh well.
.
8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Pure awesome gloss.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Didn't pay too much attention to this today.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
I doodled in it... xD

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
I'm a beast.

Not really.

7/11
I'm slackin'... 

LUCKY NUMBER SEVEN

I did goodly. Oh yes. 

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Three meals.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
I did eht! :D Thanks to my lovah. :P

3. Must take cold showers.
Feels GOOD.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
Like a boss.
... XD

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
HERE I failed... Did about half...

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
Oh Yes!!

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
I did it!! And I feel awesome, once again.
.
8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
Paid close attention to this!

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Um... Shit.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Yep.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
I have a dream! And goals!

9/11!! Yes!
Goodnight.

No Day 4 or 5... Just 6...

*sigh*

Alright. I won't be posting day 4 or 5 because I OBVIOUSLY failed those days. (Yesterday, not so much even if it was a "lazy day") I'm honestly pretty disappointed...

 There's little motivation but I wanna keep trying. Tomorrow's a new day. A fresh start. It's time I start acting like a MAN. HURRR!!

...

Um. Yeah.

DAY MO' FAWKIN' SIX:

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Had 2 meals.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Nope, nope and uh... NOPE.

3. Must take cold showers.
Done and done.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
I don't know what that even is anymore.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
Um... >.<

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
I looked classeh.

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
Well, shit.
.
8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
I did goodly today.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
This is tougher than it seems...

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Holy Wankershim! I forgot about this.

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
I have goals. Does that count?


6/11
Eh. Better.

Day three..

Um... Today was lame... So, yeah.

Annnd I should be asleep right now.

Anyhoo!!

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.

Had three meals today. The first two were quite small... 

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.

Got up after seven... So I failed.

3. Must take cold showers.

I'm really enjoying these. 

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.

Mhmm.

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.

I'm really bad at this... 

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.

I did for about half the day, then got kind of sick of it...

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.

I actually missed a few things.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.

I really paid attention to this today.

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.

Forgot about this quite a few times.

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.

I actually wrote things in it this time! 

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.

Had a difficult time trying to figure this out today. It really sucked... 

5/11 again... 

Fantastic. 

Here's a pony! Unicorn, actually... 

DAY TWO

Have I mentioned how hard this is?

So, today I spent pretty much the entire day outside. (my face is slightly sun burnt...) 

1. No snacking. 3 meals max.
Only had two meals again. 

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
Got up at 6:30 this time. Slightly better... 

3. Must take cold showers.
It felt very nice.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
:P

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
I failed... Too. Much. PAIN!

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
T-shirts aren't very fancy... -___-

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
I did it again! Oh, yes
.
8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
I'm trying... 

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
Better than yesterday... 

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
Didn't do much with it again...

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
I still gotta figure this out... :/

12. You can take a lazy Sunday morning or afternoon but the evening must be used to prepare for the week ahead.

Not Sunday...


5/11.... Well, shit.
I'll do better tomorrow... G'night.

DAY UNO

Dx

This stuff is difficult... So. Damn. Difficult.

I'm not about to give up though. I know that with time, this will all get easier. Even if it's just a bit...

1. No snacking. 3 meals a day maximum.

Only had two meals today.

2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.

This sucks. Ended up getting up at 7! Not too bad I guess...

3. Must take cold showers.

Not too bad... I always start off with warm water then I gradually make the water colder. (Very relaxing.) So I'm slightly used to it.

4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.

Yay me! xD

5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.

This. Is. The. Worst!! I barely got through the squats and situps. I completely failed when it came to pushups... I feel like dying...

6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.

I was dressed to impress! And felt very girly... Didn't like that too much... 

7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.

I got it all done! I feel proud of myself... Nothing too big, but I still did it.

8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.

This was much harder than I thought it would be... 

9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.

I tried... 

10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.

Didn't do much with it though... 

11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.

I don't even know! 

12. You can take a lazy Sunday morning or afternoon but the evening must be used to prepare for the week ahead.

It's Wednesday... So...

7/11...Not bad.

I hate this. It's bullshit. But I'm gonna keep going!! Now, I should really get some sleep.

Introduction

I was never good when it came to self-discipline and pride. I absolutely hated having to "do things." I've been lazy, unproductive, full of bad habits, depressed, I had zero will power and I was just overall, lame. It got to the point where I told myself I needed to do something to change. I began reading some books full of promises for a better lifestyle. But of course, getting easily bored like I do, I stopped reading them about an eighth through, and then completely forgot about my objective. Months passed and I continued living my life of nothingness. My boyfriend surprised me when I suddenly received a text from him saying, "30 Days of Discipline. We're doing it, starting tomorrow. No excuses." I was confused as hell, but I was up for the challenge (whatever it was.) He then sent me the ebook. 30 Days of Discipline By Victor Pride. (30daysofdiscipline.info) I immediately thought, great now I have to read again... But as I looked through it, I was happy to find that it was actually very short and sweet. I read it in a matter of minutes. Turns out it was written for men... Fantastic! I'd become a true, manly, man! I contemplated whether or not this would be a good thing for me to do. I am a female after all! The idea of it intrigued me so I decided I had nothing to lose. I would finally have that discipline and pride I've needed. Over the course of 30 days, I would work on these 12 habits:

1. No snacking. 3 meals a day maximum.
2. You must wake up daily at or by 5 am.
3. Must take cold showers.
4. No masturbation or internet pornography allowed.
5. Must do 100 pushups, 100 situps, and 100 body squats per day.
6. Must dress your absolute best everyday.
7. Must have and accomplish a to-do list for every single day.
8. Keep correct posture and make eye-contact.
9. Answer yes or no questions with "Yes" or "No" no explanations or excuses.
10. Must keep a notebook and pen with you at all times.
11. You must have one specific goal. Every day you'll do something to help further your goal.
12. You can take a lazy Sunday morning or afternoon but the evening must be used to prepare for the week ahead.

Some things will be a bit easier than others, but this is going to be tough. Either way, I'm excited to do this. There will be blood. There will be sweat. And there will be tears. But I'm ready to kick ass. ;P